I'll fully admit that I get scared of things sometimes. If you think that makes me less of a man, then so be it. I'm terrified of heights (and yes, I rock climb. Go figure), of dairy products (ok, maybe the people around me should be terrified, not me), and sometimes I'm scared of random unknown circumstances.
The most recent unknown that I became scared of was my class for the 2011-2012 school year. I had heard that the incoming class was very difficult and had a lot of needs. Considering how difficult last year was, I've been scared that this year would not only push me to my limits, but push me over the edge. Last year I had a few difficult students and circumstances, but overall I had a very sweet class. They showered me with gifts at the end of the year, including one student who gave me a new whacking stick to use on my next class. Very touching.
To prepare for this year, I decided to practice being tough. No smiling until December. After 1 week of school, I have to say that my plan has been implemented with near perfection, as teachers come to the 5th grade hall and ask if it is boot camp over here. My friend Anna came over and told me she looked in my room and couldn't believe it was me, since I'm usually smiling and goofing off with the kids. I asked one kid what the 5th grade thought of me, and he said "Strict. And smart." I like it!
I have to say though, I can't say that this year's class has lived up to their billing. Sure, there are some kids that have trouble staying still or paying attention. But for the most part they are sweet, cute, and they want to please teachers as much as any 5th grade class could be expected. Perhaps it is because it is a boy heavy class, but I feel much more connected with these kids this year. As much warning as I got from other people about these kids, I am cautiously optimistic and even excited about how this year will go.
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